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How my time looks like,

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it's also it can be also so so different.

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I one time wrote a poem

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where I described like

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when I wasn't feeling well

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how sometimes

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the way from the bed

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to the kitchen seems like it

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might take 5 hours,

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and the way to the bathroom 3,

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and the way to the balcony only one and a half.

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Um, and um, sometimes,

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when I'm not well then

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I'm like in my room

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and looking into the corners

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of my room and kind of

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get stuck in there -

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and there is no time when this happens.

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Sometimes I feel like time is very spacious,

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it's also very porous, and sometimes it's

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very dangerous because it can have holes,

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like triggers, where you fall through...

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and then you end up in a sea...

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of like

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of sound.

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That is also connected to time for me.

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And then it's really difficult to get back,

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but what works best is to use the senses.

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Sometimes time is also a negotiation

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when it's experienced in a collective.

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It can bring up conflict.

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It can also bring up a

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feeling of interdependence,

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of being connected,

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because you experience being in the same time,

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being in the same spacetime

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(sound of the wind blowing).

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Also time is circular because

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things are reoccurring,

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it's never just going somewhere

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and then ending there.

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I've never experienced time

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in a linear way and

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I've always been obsessed with

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thinking about time,

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also about time travel for example,

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like going back into the past,

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and healing your past,

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and changing the future,

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and all of this is connected

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and all of this is kind of... spacetime.