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with the ADHD

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how, how much I really

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realised

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it's funny, I thought about this

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because I'm a person

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and I grew up

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with a family

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who also felt

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like this but I

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always had to do something

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I always had to do something

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with my hands

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but just in general

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it was impossible to stand still

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and its funny realising

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how all of that was actually a symptom of ADHD

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especially having a strict routine

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in my life

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and how I realised

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and in fairness we all have our coping mechanisms

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but it could have very much have been a generational thing

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and how I feel like our awareness of it is only increasing

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over time

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so my parents especially growing up

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or, being born in the late 50's and growing up

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for them like this was never even talked about

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especially in Eastern countries or in India

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in this instance

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it's interesting how what I thought was just a normal thing

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or how my whole family is

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of just needing to be busy all the time

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and if you were lazy - quote un quote - lazy

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like my sister who just wanted to relax

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and take a break

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that was almost considered a rad thing

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and its just wild how

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we've just rewired our brains

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to just burn out in that regard